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Everywhere I went You were always by my side My best friend forever My love, my joy, my pride. You were the smile on my face, The sparkle in my eye, The reason I was breathing Away from you I cry You're gone now, And I think about you every day, But I still have our sweet memories to keep the pain at bay. I remember the day we met, The sea shouting angry screams, Raindrops falling like the sky was crying, With no end it seemed. I went to you, Saw tears in your eyes, I didn't ask permission, I just held you close and let you cry. They say you're in a better place, But I know they're lying to me. I figure they're just doing

I always knew that you, Were the only one for me. And when I searched through my thoughts, You were the only one I'd see. When I close my eyes to sleep, Questions plague my mind. But one stands above all, The one with the hardest answer to find. "I swear my feelings for you are true, but if I were to admit it to you, How would you react, What would you do?" I don't want to lose you, So I'll keep my heart at rest. Until I can find the right time to tell you... It's probably for the best.

In a world full of hate and lust, You never know who you can trust. When the death of sin is just a myth, And inevitable doom is like a sweet kiss. It'll all end soon, It'll be over and done. And not until then will you have realized, You weren't the only one. Everyone was suffering, Though some tried to hide it. But now it's getting harder and harder to deny it. A bullet to the head could end it all, But if we take the easy way out, Soon we will all fall.

Why do people change? They get all rearranged. They tell you they're your friends, Then betray you anyway. I believed your lies, That you weren't like other guys. Till you walked away, You left me there to cry. Now I don't know what to think, Don't even know myself. You changed me too, Into someone else. And when I look in the mirror, I start to wonder who I see, Cuz the girl that's standin there, She looks nothing like me.

Though my past is not bright, And my future seems cold, I know in my heart, That life will embrace me with happiness untold. Whether it come in the form of love, Whether god sends me an angel from above, Whether I'm reunited with an old friend, I know I'll find happiness in the end. I once a friend, Someone special to me. Someone I thought, Would always be next to me. I tried to be strong, But I couldn't deny the pain fro long. It pulled me under, A dark wave of tears. It made me have to, Face my deepest fears. I was scared and lonely, But people were there for me, To help me through, When I didn't know what to do

I fake a smile, just to hide the tears. While inside, nobody knows how I really feel. My heart has been, ripped out of my chest. He took it with him, told me it was for the best. It's hard to think, that every "I love you" was a lie. Now I don't know what to think, I feel so dead inside. One thing he doesn't realize, I may have meant nothing to him, but he meant everything to me. All I can say  is: I miss you baby.

You look at me, Your face full of doubt. So many apologies running through my head, But the words just won't come out. I choke back the tears, And try to stay strong. Suddenly wondering if what I said was was wrong. Had I made a mistake, To take the best thing I had in life, And throw it away? In my head I'm screaming 'I'm sorry', But in reality I'm silent. Now my tears are spilling over, I can no longer deny it. What I said was wrong, Maybe that's why I had waited this long? I can't take it anymore, One silent tear falls to the floor. He sees me crying and walks away. 'Good-bye' I say :(